You must know why I keep listening to this song while you are here with me these days. It seems to represent our current situation pretty well. You must also know how I feel every time I have to see you going back to where you belong. I know that you want to stay here too, but there is nothing we can do. We just have to accept the way it is.
“And I break down as you walk away.” “But I could never find the words to say, stay, stay.”
It sounds rather foolish to say this, but sometimes I want to shout at you, scream at you and tell you to eternally piss off and never come back. There again I could not bring myself to do that. I’d rather beg you not to go, but I don’t do that often either. I am convinced that if I did I would be inundated with uncontrollable emotions. It is just going to make everything worse. What a shitty situation we have got ourselves into!